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Friday, February 10, 2006

i love you, dad

Haji Rosidi bin Haji Kamat
Returned to Allah on February 6, 2006
A formidable superhero.
A loving husband and father of 4.
Ever generous and strong-willed.
His deeds and kindness will never be forgotten.

On February 6, 2006,
We have lost our real life superhero. The man who had the energy and the power to overcome the odds to support a big family. He worked thrice as hard and hardly complained about work. His authority was undeniable. For most of the time, we took him for granted. We thought that he would always be there for us; the strongest link in our family. Losing my father suddenly devastated the whole family. I love my father very much but Allah loves him even more. No matter how much tears I shed, he is not coming back. I believe that he would want us to be strong and to take great care of mother, just like he did. His constant reminder to be independent will be etched in my heart forever.

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dad tak pernah menyusahkan kite. he would do as much as he could.. maybe even more then he could. he would never ask others for help. he did it all by his own. he was a great man. peramah. everyone who knows him loves him. everyone was shocked knowing that he passed away so sudden. he was going to be 45 this coming 6th march. he was healthy and still strong. he was just happy talking to his friends the day before he died.

my dad was someone who never forgets Allah. he left without suffer. to him or to his family. dad tak bebankn kite. he remembers us. prihatin ngan kite.

i really really love him.
but i didnt even said to him tat once.
i'm sorry , dad.
i never told.
and now that you are gone,
i couldn't.
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having to get my mathematics o level result today,
i got an A2.
first i cried of joy.
to come and think of it.
i cried. even more. knowing that i could not show it to dad.
i am sure he would be very proud knowing i As my maths..

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